Out Indian pop singer pens powerful essay about his country’s decision to legalize gay sex

In a historic ruling, India’s Supreme Court ruled this week that homosexuality is no longer a criminal offense.

Yesterday’s unanimous decision went beyond ending the country’s sodomy ban. “Any discrimination on the basis of sexual orientation violates fundamental rights,” wrote Chief Justice Dipak Misra.

Now, India-born, NYC-based independent pop singer/songwriter Vardaan Arora has penned a powerful essay for Billboard sharing his experiences growing up gay and what the historic ruling means to him personally.

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“As of just a few hours ago, India has publicly decriminalized a colonial law that was originally instituted in the 1860s,” Arora writes. “It’s on every news channel. Every major publication will cover it. Families all over the country are reading about how there is beauty and bravery in being your true self.”

It didn’t always used to be that way. Arora, who was born in New Delhi, recalls the homophobic bullying he suffered as a kid:

Growing up in India, the word “gay” came with a plethora of negative connotations. It insinuated that a person was less than. A “freak,” if you will. Before I even knew what “gay” meant, I was bullied for being effeminate. It didn’t help that I wasn’t interested in sports. I was just 10 years old when the nickname “sissy boy” stuck. The memories don’t leave you.

Like many teenagers, he found comfort in pop music. Hillary Duff and Britney Spears were his two favorite singers.

“Much like any young gay boy, my obsession with pop music reached its peak when I entered into high school,” he writes. “This didn’t go over well with my peers. I tried to convince everyone that I had crushes on these female celebrities, but I don’t think anyone believed me.”

It wasn’t until he moved to New York after high school that he learned being gay wasn’t a bad thing and that he was free to express himself however he wanted.

“I wasn’t worried about my physicality appearing too feminine,” he writes. “I began to embrace myself in a way that I didn’t know was possible. A gigantic weight was lifted off my shoulders, and I could breathe. ”

After moving to New York…

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