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Wild Animals I Have Known

Jesse Monteagudo's Book Nook

Wild Animals I Have Known: Polk Street Diaries and After by Kevin Bentley; Green Candy Press; 270 pages; $12.95.

During the 1970's thousands of gay men - "refugees from Amerika", as the late Carl Wittman called them - left their hometowns and moved to San Francisco to be gay. What these men created when they got there was a community based on sexual freedom on a scope and variety never seen before or since. Most of these men are dead, victims of an epidemic that was an unforeseen product of that heady time.

Those who survived that era -- as well as those who came after -- tend to dismiss that golden age between Stonewall and AIDS as a period of reckless self-destruction. In fact, the men who populated San Francisco in the gay seventies were responsible for many of the institutions that we now take for granted; and for a healthy attitude towards sex that is now all-too hard to find.

Personal accounts of gay life in pre-AIDS San Francisco are precious and few, mainly because so many of the men who lived through that period are dead. We have Dan Vojir's Sunny Side of Castro Street, N. A. Diaman's Castro Street Memories and Jack Fritscher's Some Dance to Remember, not to mention the recollections Winston Leyland collected for his anthology Out in the Castro. Kevin Bentley, another survivor, had the wit to keep a diary from the time he arrived in San Francisco (1977).

These diaries form the basis of Wild Animals I Have Known: Polk Street Diaries and After, in my humble opinion the best memoir of 1970's San Francisco published so far. Bentley is the editor of Afterwords: Real Sex from Gay Men's Diaries, and the skillful way that he edited other men's diaries has spilled over to his own.

Bentley is not ashamed of his sexual past, and Wild Animals I Have Known is full of the sexual exploits that made San Francisco famous. "I've been fucking around a lot since I got here, but no real boyfriend as yet," Bentley wrote in September of 1977, just a month after he arrived.

Five years, and at least as many boyfriends later, our hero was still at it, tricking and recording his exploits for posterity. "You better not be writing all this down in your little diary," said a disgruntled boy friend on his way out, and we are glad that Bentley did not take his advice.

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On the other hand, those who were raised on The Mayor of Castro Street and other activist histories will be sad to learn that Bentley was as apolitical as most gays then or now. Harvey Milk does not cross his path; and the White Night Riots (1979) finds him on the roof with a cute trick, catching the clap.

When AIDS finally makes an appearance (1984), it is almost anticlimactic. But it's impact is painfully obvious: old friends and tricks die off, and Bentley himself is poz. AIDS is also responsible for gaps in Bentley's diary, for the times when Bentley was caring for sick and dying lovers remain unrecorded. (According to Bentley, "what was happening was too painful to record".)

But Bentley has no regrets, and only once (in 1994) does he try to connect the reckless past with the somber present: "How the HIV must've been flying between Gary and Michael, me, Tony [all dead except Kevin himself], and all the one-nighters," he wrote, looking back to his Summer of Love (1982).

All too often, gay writers leave the sex out of homosexuality. In Wild Animals I Have Known, the sex is rightly at the heart of the narrative, as it was during that place and time in our collective history. Bentley should be praised for preserving such an honest record of his life, and Green Candy Press for publishing it.

Wild Animals I Have Known is the third "gay book" published by San Francisco's Green Candy Press (www.greencandypress.com), a small press that's good at doing what small presses are good for; publishing material that major presses would not touch with a ten foot pole.

D.O.C.: Lust Letters by Paul Beckford and Kevin Dax ($12.95) is a collection of graphic e-mail messages sent between two of the biggest sluts (and I use the term kindly) to ever occupy the pages of a book. D.O.C. stands for "Drunk On Cum", and Beckford and Dax are certainly in that condition for much of this book's 180 pages.

Tender souls will be shocked by the heroes' frank language and almost-addictive penchant for promiscuous and unprotected sex, only partly excused by the fact that they are both poz and their sex is mostly oral. To enjoy D.O.C.: Lust Letters we must throw political correctness out the window, shed our literary inhibitions and sit back to enjoy a good, hot read. The fact that this is a "true to life" story only makes it more exciting.


The Lambda Literary Awards

The Lambda Literary Awards were presented by the Lambda Literary Foundation at a "gayla" ceremony in New York City on May 2nd . Over 300 authors, booksellers, editors, publishers, readers and even a book critic or two gathered to honor GLBT literature at its best:

1 - Lesbian Fiction - Days of Awe by Achy Obejas (Ballantine)
2 - Gay Men's Fiction - The Practical Heart by Allan Gurganus (Knopf)
3 - Lesbian Poetry - Fox by Adrienne Rich (Norton)
4 - Gay Men's Poetry - The Source by Mark Doty (Harper Collns)
5 - Lesbian Mystery - Merchant of Venus by Ellen Hart (St. Martin's Press)
6 - Gay Men's Mystery - Rag and Bone by Michael Nava (Putnam)
7 - LGBT Biography - The Scarlet Professor by Barry Werth (Doubleday)

8 - Memoir/Autobiography - Noonday Demon by Andrew Solomon (Scribner)
9 - Fiction Anthology - Diva Book of Short Stories, edited by Helen Sandler
(Millivres)
10 - Nonfiction Anthology - Greatest Taboo, ed. Delroy Constantine-Simms (Alyson)
11 - Humor - Fraud by David Rakoff (Doubleday)
12 - Science Fiction/Fantasy-Point of Dreams by Lisa Barnett & Melissa Scott (TOR)
13 - Religion/Spirituality (tie) - Escaping God's Closet by Bernard Duncan Mayes (University Press of Virginia) and Queer Commentary and the Hebrew Bible, edited by Ken Stone (Pilgrim Press).
14 - Photography/Visual Arts - Dear Friends by David Deitcher (Harry A. Abrams)
15 - Children/Young Adult - Finding H. F. By Julia Watts (Alyson)
16 - LGBT Small Press - Conversaciones, edited by Mariana Romo-Carmona (Cleis)
17 - Erotica - See Dick Deconstruct by Ian Philips (AttaGirl Press)
18 - Bixexual/Transgender - Omnigender by Virginia Ramey Mollenkott (Pilgrim)
19 - Romance - Pages for You by Sylvia Brownrigg (Farrar, Straus & Giroux)
20 - LGBT Studies - Courting Justice by Joyce Murdoch & Deb Price (Basic Books)
21 - Publisher Service Award - University of Wisconsin Press Living Out series
22 - Pioneer Award - The Astraea Lesbian Action Foundation
23 - Editors' Choice Award - Edinburgh by Alexander Chee (Welcome Rain)
24 - Bridge Builders Award - I'm the One That I Want by Margaret Cho


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